Yup... Happy Farking New Year. Another Big Fat Ugly Negative yesterday. Even though I knew it was coming, it still hurts like hell.
So now we get to have a conversation neither of us wants to have. Where do we go from here? Do we wait until we've saved up some more money and our RE is back from mat leave and just try another round of IVF? Do we have a follow-up appointment to discuss next steps (possibly more testing, possibly a discussion about donors of one kind or another)? Do we give up on trying to have our own biological child and start down the long road to adoption? Or do we give up all 'round... decide that the thing I was most certain of, that I was MEANT to be a mom, was wrong all along and we're supposed to be DINKs (double income, no kids) for the rest of our lives?
I so don't want to go there. :(
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