Friday, April 4, 2008

5w3d...

Here we are... the day it all went wrong last time. It's a very odd day.

Parts of me are feeling far more positive than I expected... I'm almost getting a glimmer of 'excited'. But parts of me are also prompting me to check for spotting every 20 minutes.

It probably doesn't help that we're going out to see the in-laws tonight to let them in on our little secret. It's almost as if part of my brain thinks that'll jinx us.

Bah. There are days I really hate being insane ;)

2 comments:

LadyofAvalon56 said...

Margot Kidder once said that going crazy was a bitch, but once you got there, things were great!

Good luck and I'm thinking of you!

Emily said...

Yay on reaching your first milestone!!! I don't think you will be jinxing anything! ((hugs))