beta #9: 1310 (last one, 2 days ago, was 1267)
"abnormal sac" in the uterus
"mass" at the ovary end of my right tube (which the doc doesn't understand at all, since this was an IVF pregnancy)
I go back again on Saturday to see if the beta levels start to fall on their own or if I get to experience the joy of methotrexate.
Why can't I just die and end this misery of killing our children two by two?
4 comments:
Ruth, it's NOT your fault. You are NOT killing your children. Please don't blame yourself. I wish I could offer you something to make you feel better.
Thinking of you...
Oh Mums! I'm so sorry! My heart aches for you. ((hugs))
I'm so sorry.
I am so so so sorry, but the 2 of us is right: this is not your fault. I know it's hard not to blame yourself, but you can't.
Wish there was something I could do.
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